Drama

This is my life lately. I'm so emotional about everything these days. We are trying to make some decisions with Josh (our oldest) and it's been a difficult couple of months. I'm not sure why all this drama is happening while I am pregnant, but I never would have expected this just a few short months ago. I just keep thinking is things are crazy now, I'm not sure what's going to happen when we add a newborn into the mix.

It's hard to believe that I just have either 3 or 4 weeks left. I'm planning on working up until the end, but I feel like I am slowing down. I'm trying to hang on, but I am so tired. The kids have been good- I think I'm just particularly tired this week from dealing with stress from Josh (school issues and baseball), and from going out of town last weekend. I'm looking forward to this weekend. We have much left to do for this baby and hopefully I can get some rest and get some things done. I guess I will start packing the hospital bag soon... I'll know more on Tuesday when they do another ultrasound to get an idea of the size of this baby. I've been kind of concerned all along- just have this feeling like he is big.